My every breath


My every breath…..

feels claustrophobic

is a struggle

is like an elephant sitting on my chest

is lost in solitary confinement

is like breathing solely through a straw

is like running a perpetual marathon

is strangled by my absent functioning muscle

is like breathing in and out through a balloon

is stolen by windy days

is consciously controlled tirelessly

is my minds sole focus– in, out, in, out……

is my conscious intention…second by second, minute by minute

leaves no fog on windows…no message left

scares me! is it my last?


is savoured

is survival

is an essence of life

is a blessing

shares my story/journey

tells you to live in the moment…each breath

tells you not to take it for granted

is my expression of who I am

affirms I am still supposed to be here



15 May 2016


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To grieve and celebrate


I grieve and celebrate I grieve the soulful woman who once stood and walked tall, graceful and strong And now celebrate the soulful eyes that sees what was never seen before I grieve the loss of those afraid to journey with me when I was well And celebrate now with those not afraid to share my difficult path I grieve for those who strive for material things and ego fantasies And celebrate those who strive for good character and a soulful heart I grieve for all the adventures that took me round this incredible earth And now celebrate the shining sun, blue sky and butterflies in my yard I grieve the freedom I felt to be totally spontaneous and gypsy like And now celebrate the sacredness and presence of every moment I grieve and celebrate




How a 22 year old letter made its way back to a Gypsy Girl


I was 15 years old. It was 1992. An awkward age for me, going through my senior years in school and discovering who I was. At the time I saw myself as a creative, soulful dreamer, poetic and sensitive girl going through a very spiritual time of awakening and having lots of mystical experiences and insights which I journalled. Oddly enough I was not interested in boys like most girls. However, like most teenagers, I sought refuge in my room, with my friends, my horse (Flicka) and of course there was music!

The 90s brought the popularity of alternative music (grunge), with a renaissance in music festivals. The first Big Day Out music festival was held in Sydney headlined by Violent Femmes and Nirvana. Actually the 1990s were a pretty cool era! But at the beginning of the 90’s there was one artist in Australia that impacted me deeply at such a heavy place in my life.

I was sitting in my room listening to the radio and this rocking, yet lyrically captivating song comes on that just ‘stilled’ my whole being. The song was “Whisper” by Troy Newman, an Australian singer-songwriter and musician from Western Australia.

I can’t quite explain the connection with Troy Newman, except that I could feel the energy of this beautiful soul who chose to share his passion, and depth of being through music. Naturally, I just wanted to know more about this person, because as an intuitive I was able to tune into energy, and I personally found a lot of healing through the music at the time.

Because spiritually it was one of my most intense times in my life I was getting a lot of telepathic messages, insightful dreams, channelling, clairvoyance and also a deep understanding of others and myself. To me, Troy Newman had this beautiful, kind and soulful energy, but I also felt sadness. I remember having so many dreams about him and I would write them down in the book. I would also have precognition about him, like I would know if something was going to be on television, in a magazine or on the radio about him. I remember writing in the magazine to request any posters and pictures to add to my collection; it got published. Out of that I made a pen pal at the time who knew him. Our friendship shared a love of Troy, horses, mysticism and the moon. I also became the owner of a stars and moon shirt, which was worn by him.

Quite simply, Troy Newman inspired me, he was my muse and I admired him for that. He fuelled my own creativity and it encouraged me to find my poetic voice more, my individuality and self-expression. I found him to be original, highly talented, humble and appreciative of fans, life and success too. I really loved him. But not in the teenage crush kind of way.

So I decided to write to Troy Newman.

I sent a letter with a painting/photo/drawing, not knowing if it would ever reach Troy Newman himself. But I wanted to express my thoughts to this wonderful person who brought a lot of joy to my life in such a difficult time.

To my surprise, one day, a simple envelope arrived, unstamped and hand address to me, with a gold crescent moon on it. It was a personal letter from Troy himself, along with a signed A4 picture. It has remained one of my most treasured items to this day and I feel truly blessed.


Five years later, in 1997, this beautiful and mystical soul who brought healing, joy and love to so many who he touched, passed away. However, Troy was never forgotten.

My Troy Newman letter is 22 years old now. It is deeply cherished.

I am 37 years old. It is 2014. I’m a spiritual and sensitive soul. I still see myself as a creative, soulful dreamer, who muses and writes about life, love and mystical experiences.

One day Troy Newman came into my thoughts, and I thought about the letter I had received from him and wanted to find it (as I’m struggling with illness I had to wait for mum’s help). I decided to search Troy Newman on Facebook, I’m not even sure why! But I found the Troy Newman page, an official movie page for “Postcards from a Gypsy Moon” – The Troy Newman Story, being written and directed by Darren J Burns. I couldn’t believe it, and so I knew I was meant to share my special letter and tell this story! I truly believe Troy is guiding this special project on his life and career and those who were touched by his mystic presence.

After turning my storage boxes upside down and inside out for the folder, I found my Troy Newman letter and picture (that had been laminated) and shared them on the Troy Newman Facebook page. That very night Troy visited my dreams.

About two months later, I was contacted by Darren J Burns who was guided to re check a box of items for his documentary, and was as surprised as I was when my original letter to Troy some 22 years ago popped out, as if it were wishing to be found and reunited with its owner. Needless to say, it made my day, and Darren returned it to me that very week.


A couple of weeks later I was excited to tell my best friend, who is also a psychic medium, and I, as well as her were blessed to be greeted by his presence in spirit. I could feel his energy, and he made it known that he still has much to communicate with the world and that he is guiding Darren on this project. Subsequent dreams I’ve had depict this too. He is truly a beautiful soul whose words and music were expressed from his heart, and he is lovingly watching over his loved ones to this day.

Gypsy Girl is the 11th song off Troy Newman’s first album, Gypsy Moon. I forever remain a gypsy girl.

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The Flower of Life – Sacred Geometry – Sacred Lunar Eclipse Oil



 I have only made 6 of these sacred alchemy oils, which are available on my ETSY store.

This is one of my newest intuitive creations, called The Flower of Life.

Every aspect of the process of creating, and bottling this beautiful oil has been deeply intuitive, personal and sacred to me and designed for your personal sacred use. I didn’t think up this blend, it came to me from the Source of all that is.

Compiled and blended at the Full Red Moon, Lunar Eclipse in Libra on 14 & 15 April 2014 in Perth Western Australia with with my powerful Fluorite crystal, and infused with Reiki nightly during the waning moon. The intention of this Sacred ‘Flower of Life’ Oil is based on Balance/Harmony, Expansion yet grounding, and removing blockages on all levels to allow new patterns to take hold and unveiling a hidden harmony or connectedness.

Fibonacci numbers frequently appear in the numbers of petals in a flower. The positions and proportions of the key dimensions of many, if not most, animals are based on Phi. Examples include the body sections of ants and other insects, the wing dimensions and location of eye-like spots on moths, the spirals of sea shells and the position of the dorsal fins on porpoises. Even the spirals of human DNA embody phi proportions.


Creation & Ingredients

The infusion of the 15ml (0.5oz) oil is made according to the golden ratio measurements (the fibonacci sequence, Phi, the Divine Proportion) and is an infusion of Organic Sunflower Oil (Sunflowers are prime examples of growing in the Fibonacci sequence), and local Western Australian pure aromatherapy grade essential oils of Agonis Fragrans (Fragonia) and Santalum Spicatum (Australian Sandalwood) -up to 40% EO in the bottle. A piece of Western Australian Mookaite crystal is anchored in the bottle.

My beautiful and aromatic Santalum Spicatum, a male (Yang) oil, is sourced from a special population of Sandalwood trees in a particular part of Western Australia. The supply is 100% managed and sourced by indigenous Australians and has been used for thousands of years by indigenous Australians as a relaxant and to promote focus. For tending to the unseen wounds of the heart and spirit, healing them so that you can be strongly and fully in the power of who you truly are. The spirit of this oil provides strength to persevere and overcome your fears and challenges so you can become the person you were truly meant to be.


The uniqueness of Agonis Fragrans, a female (Yin) oil, is its ability to work at a deep level, releasing both physical and emotional blockages. This gentle yet powerful essential oil possesses the ability to bring harmony, peace and balance to both physiological and emotional conditions, it is effective on all body systems. My oil is sourced from the southwest region of Western Australia.

A French aromatherapist, Dr Daniel Penoel, discovered that the ratios between molecular families in Agonis Fragrans EO and the proportions between the various molecules are arranged according to the Fibonacci Curve / Phi ratio / Golden Ratio! Because this Golden Proportion is reproduced at several levels, we obtain a picturesque molecular structure that is described in modern physics as Fractal. To find a single essential oil displaying the Golden Proportion within a Fractal structure is absolutely unique and helps explain Agonis Fragrans’ amazing power to energetically harmonize and rebalance.


Green & Purple Fluorite – my 10 year companion stone cleanses and stabilises the aura and all chakras. It absorbs and neutralises negative energy and stress. It encourages positivity, balances the energies, and improves balance and coordination, both physically and mentally. Fluorite boosts the immune system and stimulates the regeneration and restructuring of cells and DNA.

crystalMookaite – reflects the various colours of the Australian earth. She gives the desire for new experiences and the openness to see all the possibilities and choose the right one. Mookaite also encourages a deep connection to the wisdom and ancestors of Australia as well as helping to release emotions such as fear and anger.

How do I use the blend?

The blend can be used wherever you feel the need. The oils are blended in a base oil (organic Sunflower oil) so can be applied straight to the body (meditation, reflexology, chakra work) or sacred object (Jewellery/amulet/candle). Because it is a pre-blended oil it can’t be used in a diffuser.

When doing any form of healing on yourself you can apply a drop or two to your palms and inhale the aroma. You can also apply a drop or two to your feet or wherever you feel the blend and healing is needed whether that be a chakra, meridian or for example the heart.

If you are doing a healing on another ask the person who is having the healing session to inhale the aroma. Another way is to put a drop or two on a tissue nearby where they can smell it. You can also add a few drops to some base oil for massaging or apply straight from the bottle where where needed as above.

It works well when applied to the upper chakras of the body, where blockages occur and have become stuck. These can involve issues of grief, lingering hurts and emotional enmeshments stemming from unresolved family and other core issues and of course, pain and hurt from loss of love and relationships.

 This is oil is priced at $30A and can be purchased here – ETSY store.

My Clairscentience shop is my way of giving service to others, I do not make much profit from sales, and what I do get goes into my love of oil therapy and towards ensuring my life affected by illness is enriched.


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Hand Energetics


Our hands are channels of divine Love. When we use them consciously, the creative power of the cosmos is at our fingertips. ♥handsenergy

We are all healers!

To touch, to fee,l is the most natural thing in the world. When we hurt ourselves, or another is hurt, we instinctively place our hands over the place where we are hurting. Even when our emotional heart hurts we place our hands over our chest, or if we are upset our hands may go to our solar plexus. And well when you are hugged in a lovingly way that too is healing, calming and therapeutic.

Science has proven the validity of bio-electromagnetism and has given a scientific basis to spiritual healing as a form of bio-energy therapy. We are not just physical, but energy beings surrounded by invisible energies, a life force that inhabits every living thing.

This vital energy force is called Ki, Chi, Prana and other names in cultures. In the centre of each palm there is a chakra which is very sensitive to energy flow and balance and is activated and guided by the power of intuition.Your hands therefore can absorb and transmit healing energy naturally.

You can activate your hands to transmit the healing energy simply by visualizing. Visualize that from the Divine/Source/God/Goddess a beautiful beam of light enters at the top of your head and exits in the palms of your hands. When you do this, you will feel an immediate sensation in your hands indicating that you are now ready to heal.

Your hands may feel hot or cold, heavy or light, or even pins and needles. A lot of healers feel heat or fire as they awaken their healing potential.

Electrograph of hand, 1900

Electrograph of hand, 1900


Whatever the sensation in your hands, it is just fine. There is not a certain way you must feel. Every person experiences or perceives sensations in his or her own way.

This visualization is all you need to do. Nothing more is required of you than to accept your intent to heal. Put your hands over the part that needs healing, whether it is on yourself or someone else. The “ki, chi, prana” energy does the rest, flowing without any direction, through your hands, to where the healing is needed.

This healing energy cannot harm anyone; in fact it usually brings a deep relaxation. It has no harmful side effects like drugs or other chemicals and will dissolve any energy blocks. It comes directly from the Source and is pure and clean.

We are all connected to the universe. All life is a circle, so that when you are healing someone else you are also healing yourself. Use the magical power in your hands to heal, and do what has been the most natural thing in the world for centuries.

Increase the Healing Power of Your Hands

Rub your hands together vigorously for 3-5 minutes.  This stimulates the flow of prana/chi/ki and produces heat.  Hold your arms out from the body, parallel to the floor with the palms up.  Do breath of fire for 3 minutes.  Inhale and hold your breath, then move your hands out so that its as if your palms are pushing the walls away from you.  Feel the energy in the center of your palms flow throughout your body.  Then rub your palms together for another 2 minutes.  Move your hands in front of you, left palm up, right palm down on top, with about 8 inches in between them, in front of the stomach.  Meditate upon the exchange of energy between your palms.


Shifting into your Heart – visualisation


The heart is more powerful than the brain. The heart is about 100,000 times stronger electrically and up to 5000 times stronger magnetically in the brain. Scientists at the Institute of HeartMath have been conducting research over nearly 2 decades that has shed light on what research is now characterised as the energetic heart.

The heart, like the brain, generates a powerful electromagnetic field, however the heart generates the largest electromagnetic fields in the body. This field as measured in an electrocardiogram (ECG) is about 60 times greater in amplitude in the brainwaves recorded in an electro electroencephalogram (ECG). HeartMath studies show this powerful electromagnetic field can be detected and measured several feet away from a person’s body between two individuals in close proximity.

Our heart is where we truly live…so how do we get there?

The following information and instruction on experiencing the heart is by Audwin Trapman, who is a Love Energy Healer, Angel Healer, Light Worker, and Educator from Toronto.

We have been fooled into thinking that our heads are where we live.  This is a grand deception to keep us from experiencing the Light that we are.  At some point you will decide that it is time to know your Truth, when that time arrives you will want to know how to move your consciousness from your head to your Heart.  Once in your heart you will experience total calm, you will feel the energy flowing in your whole body, and you will experience a totally quiet mind with not a single thought running through it.  Peace, truly.  Here is how you do that.

Important note:  I encourage everyone to try this because the difference between this exercise and others you may have tried before is this one actually moves your consciousness into your Heart Center instead of just being a third party observer of your Heart Center, (ie. just focusing your attention on your Heart Center).  Both have their rewards but at some point the shift to actually being in our Heart has to happen.

  • Visualize a ball of Light in your head. The ball of Light is your consciousness
  • Let the ball of Light sink down your neck, your spine, until it reaches heart height.  Relax any tension in your head, your scalp.
  • Visualize your Heart opening and the ball of Light entering your Heart.
  • Hold the Light in your heart and keep your head relaxed.



At this point you will feel an entirely new sensation.  Your Heart will energetically blossom and your energies will expand very noticeably.  It is not uncommon to need to take a deep breath.  These are good signs that you are on the way to the shift to Heart Perception.

The mind/ego will attempt to kick you out of your Heart, so please don’t be surprised to find yourself back in your head again.  At first this will happen within seconds.  Success is dependent on repeating this exercise for days/weeks/months or however long it takes until you can hold yourself in your Heart every minute of every day.  You will find that your mind will try to bring you back into your head with worrying thoughts or stories.  Tempting as it is to linger on those thoughts just recognize them for the attempts at distraction that they are and bring your Light back into your heart.  At some point you will notice that when you are in your heart your mind goes silent, it is like a switch is flipped that silences your thoughts.  If it is your goal to live in the NOW then you will find this shift very helpful.

Ideally shift to your Heart anytime you find yourself having to make a decision, or find yourself in a challenging situation, or are having negative thoughts.  The Heart has all of the wisdom of your brain at its call and also Divine connection to the Light.

Helpful tip:  Try doing this exercise in the bathtub WITH YOUR EARS UNDER WATER.  Listen to your heartbeat under water, relax, and then after a few minutes of relaxing simply let the ball of Light travel to your heart.  I have also found it helpful to do this shift when half asleep…

Please visit Audwin Trapman’s website for further information on healing and if you wish to book a healing session.

Walking it Out


This is  Guest Blog piece from Cindie Chavez, a love and magic coach who I have had the joy of connecting and participating with in her Love and Magic Spring Invitational. I have provided further information and links for Cindie below, and I hope you will enjoy this empowering piece!!


When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems you cannot hold on a minute longer, never give up then for that is just the place and time the tide will turn. ~Harriet Beecher Stowe

This past week has been an amazing time of connecting, creating, and celebrating over at the Love & Magic Salon (a private Facebook Group for those who chose to participate in The 2014 Love & Magic Spring Invitational – and if you couldn’t make it this past week stay tuned, it was such a huge success we’ll be opening the doors and doing it again.)

Many seeds of Intention were planted and some of the seedlings sprouted so quickly we all were singing with joy at the magic we were seeing. Amazing synchronicities!

Then last night something woke me up in the night – the knowing that when intentions this strong are being made – I’m talking about serious public declarations and strong stands being taken – something else often happens.

The Universe begins to support us in ways we didn’t expect. And sometimes those ways are not as fun as the magic and singing and celebrating (and all the flat out JOY we’ve been having.)

No doubt you’ve heard the phrase, “walking your talk.” We all want to show up and do the things we say we’ll do, reach the goals we’ve chosen, basically be a person of integrity.

And what I’m talking about here is not just walking your talk.

This particular phenomenon is what I call it “Walking it Out.”

The twist is that walking it out often springs itself upon us before we know it, and sometimes it feels like the hardest climb we have ever taken.

The idea of walking your talk usually amounts to integrity—doing what we say we will do, or practicing what we preach. Pretty simple.

But this concept that I call “walking it out”, is the Universe subjecting the conscious intentions we make to a test—it is proving us.

I once heard someone admonish that if you are to pray for patience be prepared to find yourself in the longest lines and the worst traffic ever. In other words, be prepared to walk it out. Because how else can you practice patience except being in a place where it is required of you?

Whenever I find myself in a hard place (emotionally, financially, physically, or otherwise) I immediately question myself with this: “What am I walking out?” In other words, “What intention have I declared?”

And in my experience, the stronger the declaration, the quicker we are faced with the opportunity to walk it out.

Are you serious about what you are intending? If you are, you will no doubt find yourself in the position to “walk it out.”

It probably won’t feel good. It probably won’t be easy. It might require a leap of faith.

It will be worth it.

One belief that you can choose (yes, we choose our beliefs) that will help support you in walking it out is this:

The Universe is Always Supporting Me.

Count yourself fortunate, as you are being given the opportunity to become something greater, something better, something more powerful, than you are in this moment.

When you come to the edge of all the light you know and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. – Barbara Winter

The tide will turn, you will find solid ground (or fly!), and the sun really will come up tomorrow.

Here’s to walking it out. I know you can.

The Universe is ALWAYS supporting you.

Cindie Chavez

Cindie Chavez

Cindie Chavez is an Intuitive Life and Relationship Coach that partners with busy, creative women who struggle with overwhelm and want to connect to their innate feminine spirituality and create a life full of Love & Magic™. She writes a weekly blog and has some great free stuff for you at

Cindie’s free gift for you, her eBook “Healing for a Broken Heart” is available at

Link to The Voice of Love Workshop:


A 3,300 year old love story – Priestess of Isis


I think I have read one of the greatest love stories to date; a love story that truly transcends time – it ended 3,300 years ago and took over where it left off!

Priestess of Isis

Priestess of Isis

I have just finished reading Omm Sety’s Egypt: A Story of Ancient Mysteries, Secret Lives, and the Lost History of the Pharaohs. This book has called to me for a couple of years, and lay in my mind after a friend mentioned the name Omm Sety. It combines elements that enthral me, love, mystery, ancient history, and past lives. In this book, mysteries are revealed, straight from a Pharaoh’s mouth. I was so fascinated in this book and the beautiful narration via a close friend of Omm Sety, that I could barely put it down, and thus it was finished within a space of 12 hours.


I don’t want to give too much of this book away, but enough to intrigue you. Many tears were shed reading this book, and the majority upon the closing of the pages.

Leading up to this book, I had some psychic interactions with kindred spirits. Egypt was nudging me through my intuitive GPS, messages in books, television, random links on websites and mostly though people dear to me and part of my soul family. I’m sure we endured similar lives together in the ancient times.

Dorothy Eady, an Englishwoman, was born in 1904 that later became known to many as Omm Sety. The conscious memory of a life as a priestess in ancient Egypt began to awaken at the age of three following a serious fall down some steep stairs. The physician at the time had determined her to be dead, however when he returned an hour later for the body he was surprised to see her well and happy with her parents.

From this point onwards Dorothy began to have recurring dreams of being in an ancient building with huge columns (a temple).  When she was four years old her parents took her with them on a visit to the British Museum, and it was here in the Egyptian galleries that the little girl suddenly became aware that she was ‘home’. To the embarrassment and confusion of her parents she apparently ran madly through the halls “among her people”, kissing the feet of the ancient Egyptian statues and eventually sitting down at the feet of a glass-cased mummy and refusing to budge.

Three years later Dorothy saw a photograph in a magazine showing ‘The Temple of Sety the First at Abydos ‘, in Upper Egypt,  and immediately connected it with the large columned building of her recurring dream. She told her father that the Temple was her home, the place where she had once lived, but was confused as to why the buildings were in ruins and there was no garden. The temple was that of Seti I, the father of Rameses the Great. During her teenage years Dorothy spent every available moment studying Egyptology. This course of study included being taught to interpret hieroglyphics by the legendary Sir Ernest Wallis Budge, Keeper of Egyptian Antiquities at the British Museum- his books on Egyptian myth and magic are still in print today (and on my Kindle!).

Dorothy began to regularly dream of being in an Egyptian temple. At times, she believed that she actually visited the temple at night, in her astral body.    In time she realised that the temple existed at the ancient site of Abydos in Upper Egypt. As she grew up, she sought more information about this place and just about everything Egyptian, telling her parents longingly that she “wanted to go home.”

She read every book and listened to every story about Egypt, and had the good fortune to be living near the British Museum.

Her ticket to Egypt finally eventuated, in England she met and agreed to marry an Egyptian man, and without her parents meeting the man, she boarded ship to start her dream life in her homeland. Predictably, her marriage ended within a couple of years, in which she also bore a son whom she called Sety. Years later, she adopted the Arabic name Omm Sety “mother of Sety,” which designated her identity thereafter.

Omm Sety accepted work, initially unpaid, assisting some of the prominent Egyptologists of the day. Serving as amanuensis and draftsperson, she provided invaluable support to those who excavated and recorded the extensive cemeteries and pyramid complexes of Lower Egypt. The book describes in detail how events divinely led her to her birth home, and how she impacted Egyptian history, archaeology and its people.

Temple of Seti I

Temple of Seti I

Devoted to Egypt and the old gods, she found herself reunited in Abydos in the mid-1900’s with the love of her life: Pharaoh Sety I who ruled Egypt from 1306 to 1290.

I was most touched by the love story…

At night, and during her dreams, spirits of her past life visited her at night. It was during this time that she discovered she was Bentreshyt (“harp of joy”), a young orphan girl described as a fair haired, blue eyed , who was given to the keeping of the temple as was the custom in ancient Egypt.  As described in her diaries, Dorothy believed her main role as Bentreshyt was to play a part in the dramatized rituals of the death and resurrection of the Egyptian god Osiris, held at the Temple. Dorothy also claimed that the Pharaoh, Seti I, had fallen in love with her after a chance meeting in the Temple gardens when she had been a young priestess there.

The story has a predictably tragic end as the girl discovered she was pregnant after the liaison, and tortured greatly by priests. Rather than expose the Pharaoh, she committed suicide. Of learning the news, the Pharaoh was in so much despair for his lost love, that it seems he could not move on.

Through the matrix of time and space their bond still existed and Seti I paid her frequent nocturnal visits throughout her present life to prove it.

My theory is that Seti I was bound between the realms not wanting to move on until he was reunited with his true love, his soul mate. Given that physical time and space is different in our living reality, for Seti I it may have felt a short time. He was waiting for the soul of his dear Bentreshyt to be reincarnated into a new body, and to be able to reunite. Through the astral realm and magic, they were able to endure under strict spiritual rules, time as a physical man and woman and enable them to express their love with each other. His Majesty, Seti I, adored Bentreshyt / Omm Sety, and visited her well into an old woman. I have no doubt that these souls now reside together again in peace with Source – no longer separated between different planes of existence.

Omm Sety with her cat Bastet

Omm Sety with her cat Bastet


  Love Poem from Ancient Egypt
Egypt, Deir el-Medina, 1300 B.C

          “She has no rival,              
          there is no one like her.
She is the fairest of all.
She is like a star goddess arising
…    at the beginning of a new year;
brilliantly white, shining skin;
such beautiful eyes when she stares,
and sweet lips when she speaks;
she has not one phrase too many.
With a long neck and shining body
her hair of genuine lapis lazuli;
her arm more brilliant than gold;
her fingers like lotus flowers,
ample behind, tight waist,
her thighs extend her beauty,
shapely in stride 

                      when she steps on the earth.
She has stolen my heart with her embrace,
She has made the neck of every man
turn round at the sight of her.
Whoever embraces her is happy,
he is like the head of lovers,
and she is seen going outside
like That Goddess, the One Goddess.”

I was not able to buy the book on Kindle, and have found the best price on

Dark Energies & Light Imposters – Healing with Awareness


Dark Light Neutral

This is the conversation that needs to be had with those on the spiritual path, in particular lightworkers and healers. This topic has been in my awareness for a long time, and as a soul of the light, I have also felt between the shadows. The prodding lately has necessitated the sharing of information that some may balk at, particularly those who refuse to see what lay behind the smoke screen or veils of our respective ‘reality’. But information is constantly urging me to share.

We are cosmic explorers, and it is a vision of spiritual life, that focuses on how we live on this planet as spiritual beings, on the process by which we incarnate and become fully alive and ourselves in our daily lives, and on how we gradually transform our ordinary living and the life of the planet so that all beings can thrive within this sacred cosmos. With that comes energy, entities and influences out of the scope of our human capabilities…though those with extra-ordinary abilities can see and interact beyond this, some with control, some without.

Duality (good vs bad, yin vs yang, etc.) serves a great purpose, since it helps us (spiritual beings having a human being experience) to know through experience what it’s like to be us, a part of God, Goddess, Source, Divine Spirit/All That Is. And through our experience, as we mature spiritually, we aim to inhabit the realms of light more and more, or we are filled with light, or light drives out, or overcomes, darkness. Light is associated with pleasant spiritual experience and we seek the light as relief from the darkness of our human condition.

If you are working in or with the spiritual it is important to recognise the different kinds of darkness as well as light that exist along your path. Much is known about beings of the light, but beings of the dark are something some tend to avoid acknowledging. It’s so important to understand you can be a channel for both, although are you skilled enough to know what you are channelling?

What I share is intended to stimulate thought, reflection and dialogue with yourself and others. From my own point of view, I’m not religious, however I am spiritual so my terminology may vary (i.e I use Source, instead of God). My path is my own, as is yours, and we all have our own experiences, knowledge and interpretations, and I like to share what resonates with me based on that.

Let me introduce you to Audwin Trapman, who is a Love Energy Healer, Angel Healer, Light Worker, and Educator from Toronto. Audwin has experienced Dark Beings and Entities and has also heard from many others with similar experiences over the years. Having gone through a period of tremendous healing himself, he is now 100% devoted to helping others heal with the force of Love and Light.

It was no coincidence I found Audwin. His articles on his website resonated with a sense of my inner knowings, and expressed in words what I was thinking.  I would like to share with you some of his thoughts:

Our Beginning on Earth

“This is a journey we all have to take. No one starts off on Earth 100% in alignment with the Light. The default position therefore is that we all start off forgetting that we are Beings of Light and on a Soul level work with Darkness as it is our only other choice.

We all have registered abandonment and betrayal issues against God, His Angels, and the Higher Beings that work with the Light. Until these issues are healed we all resist the Light with our full Soul power and survival instincts. Again all that is left to us is the Dark. It is a slow and arduous journey for most of us to return to the Light. This takes many lifetimes.

We bring forward the issues and challenges of previous lifetimes with us as we reincarnate. We also bring forward the degree of Light and Dark that we had stopped at in our last lifetime. As we progress through our lifetimes we ultimately become lighter and lighter until we finally reawaken to the truth that we are Beings of Love and Light.

As we experience this journey we must consciously separate/free ourselves from the Darkness.”

The Truth About The Dark

 “I am having this conversation with more and more people so it became clear to me that it is time to write how the Dark also heals people and how they can impersonate the Light.

 It is a dangerous assumption to believe that just because healing is going on it must be the Light that is doing it. Actually that is a false belief.

 The truth is that the Dark are more than happy to provide healing to people, often quite dramatically, but with the unstated goal of then hooking into the Soul’s and life paths of those fine healers unknowingly working with them and the people receiving healing.

 This is the dynamic that is presently going on, on planet Earth: the Lightworkers working to free the Earth and its people of Darkness, and the Darkness simultaneously working to entrap those Lightworkers and the people asking for healing. Both the Light and the Dark know that it is a mass consciousness shift. The Light is totally and unequivocally shifting the consciousness of the Planet to the Light and the Dark is resisting it. Once a certain consciousness level is reached then the Earth and all its life will shift to a higher dimension or Ascension.

 Using healing as an enticement the Dark has been forming a spiderweb of hijacked Souls that are its means of trying to stop the Light.

 Most people have no idea that their Soul has been bound by invisible agreements with the Darkness. They just continue on with their lives thinking all is well and good. Until of course they try to remove the Darkness, and then the Darkness makes itself known.

 Here are some common Dark Beings that do healing (with Dark contracts attached) and even impersonate the Light: Dark Angels, Angel impersonators: elohim (not Elohim with the capital E), Annunaki Aliens. (Also will impersonate Angels), Reptilian Aliens, Grey Aliens, Over 10 other Alien species.

Humans that have passed on, and retain their identity from Earth. True Ascended Masters are few and far between and are acknowledged as such by other Light Beings and the Archangels.

 Ancestors. If your ancestors are still hanging around then they are stuck and have not returned to the Light yet.

 The Dark is often able to do profound healing’s and here’s why:

They don’t respect our free will to ask or choose and will do whatever they want to us, anytime they want. The Light would never do anything that was not asked for or in line with our highest growth and learning.

 The energies they use are Dark but still can be used for healing and transformations.

 They bind you with multiple Dark contracts in return for the healings they provide to you so they are very motivated to do this exchange.

 They know that you will in turn spread the contracts on to others if you are a healer and do healings for others. This includes passing on healing abilities to other healers as these Dark Beings in turn start to work with them. (To work with the Light the journey is one of healing our separation from God issues, the Light never just hands us or passes on healing abilities).

If you don’t know who you are working with and are just doing healing then by default it is the Darkness that you are working with. 

To work with the Light you must be very specific to ask for only Light Beings who are in alignment and ONE with God’s White Light. For example… Angel’s and Archangels of Light and Love.”

If you are interested in reading more about light and darkness and healing, please visit Audwin Trapman’s website and you can also booking a healing session.


Your Soul arrived on Earth – What did it choose to specialise in?


Ever since my early teens I have been reading and exploring spirituality and culture. There have been a few books that helped me immensely understand what I felt intuitively, as a clairsentient, but also the knowings I had about our Soul and why we are here.

It was only in recent times I discovered Dr. Michael Newton’s two books: Journey of Souls and then his second one, Destiny of Souls. I highly recommend these two books for anyone wishing to explore, ponder and resonate with their knowings and beliefs. In his books, Newton outlines soul specialities and give a wonderful perspective on why you chose to be You, born into the family you’re born into, with all the character traits, challenges, talents and gifts you have!

Because I love these books so much, I want to share some great excerpts to encourage you to deepen your relationship with your Soul Self so that you make decisions based on what you know your soul’s desire to be and, of course, to make your Guide’s extremely proud :).

I believe we are co-creators in this whole Earthly experience. (Quantum Physics shows that physical matter changes as soon as there is an Observer, observing the experiment! As soon as consciousness enters the equation the particle changes. Once a wave, now a particle!. So in reading the excerpts, see what resonates with you, as to what your soul may be specialising in.


The Transformers
Healers of the Human Body

“We do repair jobs on Earth – we are the clean up crew – transforming bodies to good health. There are people on Earth who have gray spots of energy which cause them to get stuck. You see it when they make the same mistakes over and over in life. My job is to incarnate, find them and try and remove these blocks so they make better decisions and gain confidence and self-value. We transform them to be more productive people.”

“Transformers are sent to other worlds between lives to study – those of us who like working with physical forms.”

An Example

S: I work with geometric shapes, such as spirals of energy, forming them in my mind to match the configuration of the particular trouble spot. Then I lay these energy structures around the gray areas. This sets up the areas to be repaired with my slow healing vibrations, like placing a hot pad on a sore muscle. You see, these souls were damaged on the way in and this…infirmity…only grows worse as the body develops on Earth.

Dr. N: (surprised) Back up a minute. What do you mean, “damaged on the way in”? I thought your work on Earth mostly involved contaminated energy from life’s trials?

S: That’s only part of the problem. When souls enter the human body o Earth they come into dense matter. Their host bodies, after all, contain primitive animal energy which is thick. The soul has a natural sort of pure, refined energy which does not easily blend with some human hosts. It takes experience to get used to all this. The younger souls especially can be damaged. They get knocked off their tracks early on and are….twisted.

Dr. N: And you might project different energy configurations with different people who are your patients.

S: Uh-huh, that is the job of the transformer. Their damaged energy lines are so…squiggly…they must be rearranged to remove the toxic energy. These muddled souls are so unbalanced that a lot of our work must be directed at all the cells of the body where negative energy is trapping the free flow of the positive. When this is performed properly the soul is more fully engaged with the human brain.

PS: on Earth in her current incarnation, S, practiced Reiki.

Another Transformer has this to say about her therapeutic touch methods:

The secret to healing is removing my conscious self so as to avoid inhibiting the free flow of energy between us. My objective is to merge with the energy flow of the patient to bring out the highest good in that body. This is done with love as well as technique.

The Regenerators
Healers of Souls Damaged by too Many Destructive Lives

“We work to reshape…to reorganize…displaced energy in the place of the holding ground.”


The Restoration Masters
A Master at energy repair working with the meridians of energy that need repairing. (usually not incarnating on Earth anymore)

An example of both Healers:

S: Before meeting the new arrival one of the Restoration Masters outlines the meridians of energy we will be regenerating. We review what is known about the damaged soul.

Dr. N: This sounds like you are surgeons preparing for a procedure with x-rays before the operation.

S: (with delight) Yes, this gives me an idea of what to expect in three-dimensional imagery. I love the challenges involved with energy repair.

Dr. N: Okay, take me through the process.

S: From my perspective there are three steps. We begin by examining all particles of damaged energy. Then these dark areas of blockage are removed and what is left – the voids – are rewoven with an infusion of new purified light energy. It is overlaid and melded into the repaired energy for strengthening.

Dr. N: Before you actually begin to work, what do you see when a soul’s energy has been severely damaged?

S: Damaged energy looks like a cooked egg where the white light has solidified and hardened. We must soften this and fill in the black voids.

Dr. N: Let’s talk a moment about this blackened energy…

S: (interrupts) I should have added that the damaged energy can also create…lesions. These fissures are voids themselves, caused by radical physical or emotional damage. Where the energy is mottled – not distributed evenly – this is due to long-term energy deterioration.

Dr. N: You talked about rearranging and repairing old energy with new purified energy for healing. How is this done?

S: By intense charge beams. It is delicate work because you must keep your own vibrational tuning…in matched sequences with that generated by the soul.

Wow eh??

One more excerpt from a soul arriving back from a difficult life

“Oh, it’s Numi – I’m so glad. I haven’t seen her in about three or four lives, but her deprogramming and restoration energy techniques are just superlative. There are five others being attended to in this place whom I don’t know. Numi comes over and clasps me to her. She gets inside me and blends my tired energy with her own. I feel the infusion of her stimulating vibrations and she performs a tiny bit of re-shaping. It is as if I am receiving a gentle reaffirmation of that which created by own energy. Soon, I am ready to leave and Numi gives me a beautiful smile goodbye till next time.”

 The Keepers of Neutrality
The Custodians of the Slumber Chambers

The Slumber Chambers are sanctuaries of quiet reflection where a soul might go if they want to rest and regenerate their energy in solitude.


S: The Keepers of Neutrality are skilled at noninterference. Their talent lies in ministering to us with absolutely no intervention into our thoughts. They are the custodians of the slumber chambers. They possess great skill in ministering to us. Their concern is the proper regulation and infusion of the energy which we have stored in the spirit world before going into a physical life.

Dr. N: I have heard a great deal about this attribute of the soul to divide itself. Why can’t you just go to your own spiritual area and take the rest of your energy and meld with it? Or why not have a team of Restoration Masters regenerate your contaminated energy?

S: (takes a deep breath) I’ll try and explain it. For us, all that is unnecessary. It is the effects of the impurities which we want healed by a slow, even return of our own purified, rested energy. The Keepers assist us in the restoring of our own energy.

Dr. N: Rather like getting a blood transfusion from your own blood bank?

S: Yes, exactly, now you are beginning to comprehend. We don’t want it in a rush. We don’t need major restoration either. We receive slow energy infusions of our own energy over a prolonged period for greater….elasticity. We want the strength we had before a rough life – and more – from having gone through the physical experience.

“The Keepers use their own vibrational frequencies to…massage our energy – which is fantastic.”

The Caretakers of the Environment
The Healers of the Plants, Trees and the Land


S: In my last life I was an Algonquian Indian with the name Singing Tree. My job was to insure our land would continue to supply us with food. I used to stand out in the forest for hours and holds out my hands. The tribe thought I was talking to the trees and the soil but actually I was exchanging energy with the land. It’s an extension of mind and body with some help from our guides.

Dr. N: And how about today?

S: When you create and support beauty and growth from the land, you also give power to others who live here. From your hands you provide a means by which others are motivated with the beauty of what they see around them, as well as receiving sustenance from the environment.

“Knowledge of vortex locations are very useful to planetary healers and caretakers of the environment.”

The “Guardian Angels”
Healers-in-Training that make regular trips to Earth In-Between Lives to Help People they don’t know that are in Difficult Situations

“My guide and I assisted a boy in India who was drowning and consumed by fear. His parents pulled him from the river and were trying to resuscitate him, but he was not responding well. I placed my hands on his head to quiet his fear, sent a spike of energy into his heart to bring warmth into his body and superimposed his essence with mine for a moment to help him cough up the water and start breathing again. We were able to help a total of twenty-four people on that trip to Earth.”

 The Redeemers of Lost Souls
They watch for souls who are ready to stop being obsessed about something on earth (what people refer to as ghosts) and move forward.

(from a young soul who was a ghost in a past life because she was obsessed with her husband that left her and she couldn’t bare to leave the house he said he was coming back to)

Dr. N: Please explain to me how all this comes to an end.

S: I am….called.

Dr. N: Oh, you have asked for a release from this sad situation.

S: (long pause) Well…not actually…sort of…..but he knows I am about ready. He comes and says to me, “Don’t you think this is enough?”

Dr. N: Who says this to you, and what happens?

S: The Redeemer of Lost Souls calls to me and I move further away from Earth with him and we talk while waiting.

Dr. N: Just a minute – is this your spirit guide?

S: (smiles for the first time) No, we are waiting for my guide. This spirit is Doni. He rescues souls like me. That’s his job.

Dr. N:What does Doni look like and what does he say to you?

S. (laughs) He looks like a little gnome, with a wrinkled face and a top hat which is all beat up – his whiskers shake when he talks to me. He tells me if I want to stay longer I can but wouldn’t it be more fun to go home and see Stanley there. He is very comical and makes me laugh but he is so gentle and wise. He takes me by the hand and we move to a beautiful place to talk more. He tells me to be joyful and he infuses my energy with love and happiness and purifies my mind. He lets me play like a child again among the flowers and tells me to chase the butterflies while he rests in the sun.Doni’s old face is so full of kindness and love, he never scolds. He just encourages me to play. His job is to bring my soul back to health by helping me cleanse my mind.

The Harmonizers
Restorers of disrupted energy on Earth

The Harmonizers

Wish to give people the means to help themselves where they can, but they are not the conscience of human beings and they do not interfere with our free will.


S: I am learning to adjust my energy beam to diffuse and rearrange the forces of negative human energy generated each day on Earth. It is like opening a dam to provide needed water to make the valley below fertile. I go to a huge dome to practice with my small group. Arlett is there, she is our instructor – very accomplished – catches our mistakes at once. It is here we practice the art of balancing vibrational disharmony. Eventually, we hope to smooth our large masses of disruptive energy patterns on Earth.

Dr. N: What happens in the dome?

S: It provides a geometric base for certain oscillations and intervals to simulate erratic waves of human thought from large groups. It is deliberately stirred up for us. We are supposed to smooth it out.

Dr. N: Mmm…to foster expressions of harmonic thought?

S: Yes, thought and communication. We also study vocal tones and analyze their meanings – anything which influences negative thought. We want to help people who wish to help themselves. This is not direct interference.

Dr. N: All right, Larian, but when you become proficient at being a Harmonizer Soul, what power will you possess?

S: We will become senders of recovering energy to combat mass disillusionment.The melody of a Harmonizer whispers through the corridors of Earth of better things to come. We are messengers of hope.

The Sages
Highly advanced souls that are still incarnating on Earth even though it is unnecessary for their own personal development. They are skilled linguists with the ability to phrase words in vibrational tones that deeply touch people. These wise beings are here because it is their mission to help humanity in a direct physical way. They are unobtrusive and may wish for no public attention.

The Watchers
These super-advanced beings do not incarnate but receive information from many sources about conditions on Earth and other worlds as well. Watchers provide information to other Harmonizers, who will act to moderate the affects of social and physical forces creating havoc on Earth.


The Dreamweavers
Implanters of Dreams

“The Dreamweaver souls I have come in contact with all engage in dream implanting, with two prominent differences.

1. Dream Alteration. Here a skillful discarnate enters the mind of a sleeper and partially alters an existing dream already in progress. This technique I would call one of interlineations, where spirits place themselves as actors between the lines of an unfolding play so the dreamer is not aware of script tampering with the sequences.

2. Dream Origination. In these cases the soul must create and fully implant a new dream from scratch and weave the tapestry of these images into a meaningful presentation to suit their purpose. Creating or altering scenes in the mind of a dreamer is intended to convey a message. I see this as an act of service and love.

(from a woman that just died and is trying to console her mother)

S: I begin with more conventional thought communication while she is awake but I am getting nowhere. She is so sad. My mother’s grief at not being at my bedside is overpowering her.

Dr. N: What methods have you tried so far?

S: I project my thoughts with an orange-yellow light, like the flame of a candle, and place my light around her head, sending loving thoughts. I’m not effective. She doesn’t realize I am with her. I am going for a dream.

Dr. N: All right, Sylvia, take me through this slowly. Please start by telling me if you pick out one of your mother’s dreams or if you can create one of your own.

S: I don’t create dreams well yet. It is much easier for me to take one of hers so I can enter the dream to effect a more natural contact and then participate. I want her to know it is clearly me in the dream.

Dr. N: Fine, now take me through this process with you.

S: The first couple of dreams are unsuitable. One is a muddle of absurdity. Another is a past life fragment, but without me in it. Finally, she has a dream where she is walking along in the fields around my house. You should know she has no grief in this dream. I am not dead yet.

Dr. N: What good is this dream, Sylvia, if you are not in it?

S: (laughing at me) Listen, aren’t you seeing – I’m going to smoothly place myself in the dream.

Dr. N: You can alter the sequence of the dream to include yourself?

S: Sure, I enter the dream from the other end of the field by matching my energy patterns to my mother’s thoughts. I project an image of myself as I was the last time she saw me. I come slowly across the field to let her get used to my presence. I wave and smile and then come to her. We hug each other and now I send waves of rejuvenating energy into her sleeping body.

Dr. N: And what will this do for your mother?

S: This picture is raised to a higher level of consciousness for my mother. I want to insure the dream will stay with her after she wakes up.

Dr. N: How can you be sure she won’t think this is all a projection of her desire for you and discount the dream as not being real?

S: The influence of a vivid dream like this is very great. When my mother wakes up, her mind has a vivid impression of this landscape with me and suspects I am with her. In time the memory is so real she is sure of it.

Dr. N: Sylvia, does the image of the dream move from the unconscious to a conscious reality because of your energy transfer?

S: Yes, it is a filtering process where I continue to send waves of energy into her over the next few days until she begins to accept my passing. I want her to believe I am still part of her and always will be.

The Protectors
Warriors for Good Causes

(from a resistance fighter who was tortured for information he did not give and who was staked to the ground and left to die a slow death in the hot sun. This is actually the same soul who needed the solitude with the Keepers of Neutrality to heal)

Dr. N: Please explain to me why you require such a long period of solitude after your life in Morocco?

S: I am a protector soul and my energy has still not recovered from the effects of this life.

Dr. N: What is a protector soul?

S: We try to protect those people whose innate goodness and intense desire to better the lives of large numbers of people on Earth must be preserved.

Dr. N: Who did you protect in Morocco?

S: The leader of the resistance movement against French colonization. He was more effective in helping our people fight for freedom because of my years of sacrifice.

Dr. N: This sounds demanding. Do you usually work with political and social movements in your lives?

S: Yes, and in war. We are warriors for good causes.

Dr. N: What attributes do protector souls have as a group?

S: We are noted for our enduring perseverance and calmness under fire while assisting others who are worthy.

Dr. N: If you challenge those who would seek to harm the people you want to protect, who decides if they are worthy? It seems to me this is a very subjective thing.

S: True, and this is why we spend time analyzing in advance where we can best be utilized to help people. Our work can be offensive or defensive in nature but we do not engage in any aggressive action lacking principle.

 The Incubator Mothers
The Midwives

“We help the new souls emerge at the place of ‘hatching’. We facilitate early maturation…by being warm, gentle and caring. We welcome them. Through us, not from us, comes a life force of all-knowing love and knowledge. What we pass on with our vibrations during the drying of new energy is…the essence of a beginning – a hopefullness of future accomplishment. The mothers call it…”the love hug.” This involves instilling thoughts of what they are and what they can become. When we enfold a new soul in a love hug it infuses this being with our understanding and compassion.”

“Each soul is unique in its totality of characteristics created by a perfection that I cannot begin to describe. What I can tell you is that no two souls are alike – none – ever!”


Dr. N: Please explain the surroundings of the place to me.

S: It’s…gaslike…a honeycomb of cells with swirling currents of energy above. There is intense light.

Dr. N: When you say ‘honeycomb’, I wonder if you mean that the nursery has a beehive structure, or what?

S: Um, yes…although the nursery itself is a vast emporium without seeming to be limited by outside dimensions. The new souls have their own incubator cells where they stay until their growth is sufficient to be moved away from the emporium.

Dr. N: As an Incubator Mother, when do you first see the new souls?

S: We are in the delivery suite, which is a part of the nursery, at one end of the emporium. The newly arrived ones are conveyed as small masses of white energy encased in a gold sac. They move slowly in a majestic, orchestrated line of progression toward us.

Dr. N: From where?

S: At our end of the emporium under an archway the entire wall is filled with a molten mass of high intensity energy and…vitality. It feels as if it’s energized by an amazing love force rather than a discernible heat source. The mass pulsates and undulates in a beautiful flowing motion. Its colour is like that on the inside of your eyelids if you were to look through closed eyes at the sun on a bright day.

Dr. N: And from out of this mass you see souls emerge?

S: From the mass a swelling begins, never exactly from the same site twice. The swelling increases and pushes outward, becoming a formless bulge. The separation is a wondrous moment. A new soul is born. It’s totally alive with an energy and distinctness of its own.

The Archivists
Guides souls through their Life Books in the Great Library (Akashic Records)

“Our guides decide on the most effective means for self-discovery in the library. The design and scope of these investigations then comes under the jurisdiction of the Archivists.”

“These records give the illusion of books with pages, but they are sheets of energy which vibrate and form live picture-patterns of events.”


My next two cases represent the exposure of souls to spiritual libraries and the impact seeing their records has on them. In both cases there is evidence of the use of altered reality, with some differences. The woman in cas 29, a suicide case, will be shown a series of alternate choices she could have made in her past life, presented in four coexisting time sequences. The first timelines was the actual life itself. She will be more of an observer than a participant in these scenes. With case 30, however, we will see the employment of a single scene with an altered reality where the soul will dramatically enter a scene from his past life to actually experience a different outcome. Both cases are designed to show the many paths in life involving choices.

**The actual cases are too long to be presented here but let me just say that the Life Books are fascinating! Totally alive and ‘real’!**

 The Guides & The Council of Elder
Guides that are assigned Soul Groups & the higher level beings who form the Panel or Council of Elders

“They appear to represent the last station of beings responsible for souls still incarnating on Earth. These wise beings have great compassion for human weakness and they demonstrate infinite patience with our faults.”

After every life, you go before the Council of Elders – here is a typical response to Michael Newton’s question about what it’s like:

The time of my expectation has arrived. I am to see the Holy Ones. My guide, Linil, comes and escorts me from my cluster group down a long corridor past other classrooms. We move into another area with a larger hallway that is lined with marble columns. The walls are textured with what looks to be frosted glass panels of many colours. I hear soft choir music and string instruments. The light is a subdued, golden tone. Everything is so relaxing, even sensual, but I am a little apprehensive. We come to an atrium filled with beautiful plants and a bubbling fountain of water. This is the waiting area. After a few moments, Linil takes me into a round room with a high domed ceiling. There are rays of light shining down. The Holy Ones are seated at a long crescent-shaped table. I move to the center of the room in front of the table while Linil stands behind me to my left.

Dr. N. says: “I’ll admit that when I initially heard about these hearings there were doubts in my mind. I felt that if a soul was summoned to appear before a body of higher beings, there were going to be certain punitive aspects to a karmic review. This was due to my own cultural conditioning. Finally, I cam to the realization that going before a council has many facets. The Elders are like loving but firm parents, managing directors, encouraging teachers and behavioural counselors all rolled into one. What souls feel for their council is reverence. Actually, souls themselves are their own severest critics. I find evaluations by our soul group companions to be far more acerbic than any council Elder, although our peers do lace their criticism with humour.”

The following is from a soul who is training to be a Guide. He got to sit in on the Panel of Elders:

“When I sat on a panel it was like being inside the soul in front of you. What you feel is much more than empathy toward someone who has just come back from a life. You are really in their shoes. The Presence gives you the power to feel everything the soul feels at the moment. The prism of light from the Presence touches every council member in this way.”

The Gameskeepers
These are the specialist trainers who will expose those adventuresome beings who show talent to trips into different dimensions.

(from a highly advanced soul who wishes to specialize as a Traveler)

Hide-and-seek in the spirit world begins as an exercise between light and darkness. With the younger souls we charge up our energy from a distance and then wink it out when the kids come in our direction. We block and then open up our telepathic energy at the same time to mix up the visual and mental signals. In the beginning we create doorways of light within structured columns of energy which are employed as shadowed panels which may be arranged in parallel or horizontal lines. Later we make them random geometric patterns. Most young ones have a terrible time learning to detect and find us as we dart between the doorways, but they have fun because at this stage they still consider this playing a game.

Some become so good we can’t trick them anymore. In time these souls – those that want to continue – become trainees and are ready to be ushered into our playground of interdimensional zones, which are divided by energy barriers and vibrational pulse rates. This is tough because the trainees must learn to adapt to different wave configurations which exist within each dimension and match their energy quickly to pass through. We lose many souls at this point who don’t wish to continue. The work is like being in a hall of mirrors. The souls like me, who refuse to quit because we love the work, must now master the mental dimensions without structure or form. They exist as vacuums between the physical dimensions. Part of me still considers this training as recreation. It is so captivating I can’t wait to get back home and engage in this exercise again with my friends.

The Nursery Teachers
Caretakers of young souls

(from a very young soul who recalls visiting Earth in spirit before actually having to incarnate)

I remember when I was a very young soul and came to Earth for the first time with a couple of friends. As spirits we floated around to check our capacity and adaptability to this place while accompanied by our teacher. We were shown how to collect the magnetic vibrations of this planet and blend them with our own. We needed to feel what it would take for us to be in physical form here.

(from a woman who is working with souls that have just begun to incarnate)

I have my hands full right now with seven goof-offs. They like being playboys and playgirls during their incarnations. They just want to stay as children and not take life seriously. They are overly fond of earthly pleasures and don’t want to deal with the hard stuff. Their major interest is looking beautiful in the next life. Ulant, my senior guide, has left them with me and I don’t see him very much. I’ll admit my style is extremely lenient. I use lots of gentleness and love. Some of the other teachers say I spoil them outrageously. I know of teachers who express a lot of frustration and become stern with their young students, especially those with potential. The council is interested in my teaching methods. They want to test my theories of permissiveness rather than giving this class a mental spanking. My concept of teaching is that once these child souls do start to develop, the leap they will take into maturity will be more rapid because they won’t have had their self-confidence shaken by too many hard lessons and setbacks too soon.

The Ethicists
Working with the moral codes of intelligent beings


Dr. N: Andarado, we have talked about your work in the spirit world with teaching students. You have also explained a little about your energy creation studies with the thought processes of lower forms of life. This leads me to conclude you are preparing to be a specialist in either teaching or design.

S: (laughs) Neither is true. I am training to be an Ethicist.

Dr. N: Oh? How about these two areas of your early studies we have just talked about?

S: They have been offered to me as prerequisites so I will be more effective as an Ethicist. This is my passion, working with the moral codes of intelligent beings.

Dr. N: But isn’t the reviewing of morality, values and the standards of conduct basic to the work of all teaching guides?

S: Yes, but moral principles as they relate to objective values are so essential to human development one can specialize in that field. There is usually one Ethicist on every council.

Dr. N: Why did you spend so much time on another world before coming to Earth? (*he began his incarnations on a dark, quiet world with intelligent, although unemotional, life forms who were dying as a race. This was a world devoted to reason and logic. Eventually, Andarado asked for a transfer to a brighter world where he could incarnate into a more sensitive being. He was given Earth. He’s what Michael Newton found to be a ‘Hybrid Soul’. Hybrid’s have incarnated on planets other than Earth*)

S: Being versed in the morality of other intelligent societies is good training for any Ethicist.

The Explorers
Travel to physical and mental worlds in our universe and even into other dimensions. Their work ethic is one of reconnaissance.

“I was told that to become an Explorer I would have to experience many realities by beginning my travels to physical worlds, and then escalating to the mental existences and interdimensional travel.”

Two different souls describe what it’s like to experience Travel

“From the spirit world to a physical world it is like a door opens and you see the walls, of what appears to be a hallway, a tube, whirling past on either side. Then another portal-type doorway opens and you are there.”

“When I pass into another dimension to a mental world I am like a piece of static flowing through a TV screen into magnetic zones structured by pure thought. The voids are composed of large, pulsating fields of energy. I feel the power of this energy more than when I go to a material universe because we must adapt our wave resonance to existing conditions in order to easily pass through. I want to keep my energy tight, so I don’t get lost. These trips are not instantaneous, but almost.”

Michael Newton says: The Explorer Souls do not emphasize a polarity of light and darkness in their travels as much as other elements. These could include a restless or serene environment, thin or heavy density, physical or mental domains, and conditions lending themselves to what has been described as “purified or coarse intelligence.” Traveler souls who move into different realms of cosmic consciousness must learn to align their energy with symmetry to local conditions within these demarcations. Explorer guides can take souls on brief visits to higher dimensional levels to raise their consciousness. In the minds of many subjects, these trips don’t last long and this is probably to avoid overwhelming younger souls.

A soul describes another world they travel to

We are taken by the travelers to the place of the Quigley’s. They are the size of a muskrat, fat and fluffy with a forehead similar to a bull-nosed dolphin. The Quigley has big, round ears and straight-out whiskers. They have the IQ of perhaps a smart dog. They are devoted and happy animals who love us. Their planet is an ancient, mystical land of gently rolling hills and valleys carpeted with flowers and small, delicate trees. It is very bright here and there is an inland body of fresh water. We relax and play in this world of perfect peace.

From a “Hybrid Soul” who was taken, by a Traveler to visit a similar world to the one he first started physically incarnating on. (Hybrid Souls are souls who started incarnations on non-Earth planets. For various reasons (their planet was destroyed or maybe they are training to be an Explorer themselves) they chose to finish up their physical incarnations on Earth. Many Hybrid Souls complain of poor immune systems until they have had enough Earthly lives to rid their body of old imprints.)

Between my lives on Earth, I visit a water world called Anturium, which is so restful after a difficult life on land. Anturium has only one land mass, the size of Iceland. I come with a few of my friends who also have an affinity to water. We are brought by an Explorer-guide who is familiar with this region. Here we join the Kratens, who look a little like whales. They are telepathic and a long-lived race who do not mind our coming and mentally connecting with them for a while. Occasionally, they gather at certain locations to telepathically communicate with intelligent aquatic life forms who exist on two other planets (around stars in the galactic vicinity of Anturium). What I love about this place is the unity and harmony of thought with the Kratens which rejuvenates my mind and reminds me of my original planet.

(a really fascinatingly wild dialogue with a Hybrid Soul)

Dr. N: So what does Phinus, your guide, say to you when he meets you in the spirit world after your life in India?

S: She says, “Welcome back, how did you like the ride?”

Dr. N: And what is your response?

S: Did it have to be so terrible?

Dr. N: Deos she agree with your assessment of life in India?

S: Phinus reminds me that I volunteered to have a difficult opening life on Earth because I wanted to receive the full impact of a disruptive planet. I was the poorest of the poor in India and lived in squalor.

Dr. N: Did you want to suffer this much in your initial life?

S: The life was terrible and I didn’t handle it well. When a childless family took my daughter against my will by paying the owner of the shack where I lived, I became so distraught I could not function. (Kanno jerks in his hcair and emotionally relives the moments after his last death) WHAT KIND OF PLANET IS THIS ANYWAY? PEOPLE SELLING CHILDREN!

Dr. N: (at this point I do not yet know about Kanno’s hybrid origins and I make a wrong assumption) This does seem as though it was a very difficult first incarnation for a new soul on Earth.

S: Who said I was a new soul?

Dr. N: I’m sorry, Kanno. I just assumed that right now you are only in your second incarnation on Earth.

S: That’s true, but I’m from another dimension.

Dr. N: (startled) Oh, then what can you tell me about this other dimension?

S: We had no physical worlds as you have in this dimension. My incarnations were on a mental world.

Dr. N: What did you look like on this world?

S: I had an elongated, flowing body – spongy, with no skeletal structure. We were rather transparent forms of silvery light.

Dr. N: Did you prefer a certain type of gender?

S: We were all hermaphrodites.

Dr. N: Kanno, please explain the difference between travelling to the dimension of your origins from the spirit world as opposed to coming into our universe.

S: In my dimension movement is like going through soft, translucent filaments of light. Coming into your universe is like plowing through thick, heavy, moisture-laden fog.

Dr. N: And being on Earth for the first time – what was that like compared to your home world?

S: Having concrete tied to your feet. The first thing you notice is the heavy weight of the dense energy here compared to a mental world. (pause) It isn’t just heavy – it’s coarse….severe…I was really jolted in that life in India.

Dr. N: Is all this a little better now – are you becoming acclimatized?

S: (without confidence) To some extent. It is pretty difficult…

Dr. N: I can see that. Kanno, what is the most troubling aspect about the human brain for you?

S: (abruptly) Ahh – it’s the impulsive behaviour – the physical reaction to things – without analytical thought. There is danger in connecting with the wrong kind of human being, too….treachery…I can’t deal with this.

Dr. N: (Kanno is sweating profusely and I quiet him now a bit before continuing) Tell me about your mental world. Does it have a name?

S: (pause) It’s a sound which I can’t re-create with my voice. (begins reminiscing) We float in a sea of gentle mental currents…soft…playful…so unlike Earth.

Dr. N: Then why come here?

S: (with a deep sigh) I am studying to be an Explorer-teacher. Most of my associates are satisfied to confine their efforts to one dimension. I finally told Phinus I wanted broader experience with a hard world in a completely different zone of existence. She told me she had a senior colleague who recommended another dimension with a strenuous physical world that had a reputation for producing vigorous, insightful souls (with a gallows laugh) – once you survive the lessons. This was Earth.

Dr. N: Did you get the impression there were other choices open to you?

S: (shrugs) Guides don’t give you many choices in such situations. Phinus said that when I completed my work on Earth I would be strengthened in ways my friends who refused such assignments would not be. She said Earth would also be quite interesting and I accepted that.

Dr. N: Did any of your friends come with you into our dimension?

S: No, I was the only one who elected to go and I almost refused to return again in this life. My associates think I am very brave. They know if I make it, I’m going to be an effective traveler.

Dr. N: Let’s talk about travel, Kanno. As an interdimensional traveler, you probably know if there is a finite number of dimensions around our physical universe.

S: (flatly) I do not know.

Dr. N: (cautiously) Well, is your home dimension next to ours?

S: No, I must pass through three other dimensions to get here.

Dr. N: Kanno, it would be helpful if you would try to describe what you see as you pass through these dimensions you are familiar with in your travels.

S: The first dimension is a sphere full of colors and violent explosions of light, sound and energy…I think it is still forming. The next is black and empty – we call it the unused sphere. Then there is a beautiful dimension which has both physical and mental worlds composed of gentle emotions, tender elements and keen thought. This dimension is superior to my original dimension and your universe as well.

Dr. N: It’s now your universe too, Kanno. Tell me, does the trip through the total of four dimensions take long?

S: No, quickly – like air particles passing through a filter.

Dr. N: Can you give me a sense of the structural design between these dimensions in relation to the spirit world? You described the dimensions as spheres. Why don’t we start with that.

S: (long pause) I can’t tell you much. Everything is…in a circle around the center of the spirit world. Each of these universes appears to me to be an interlocking sphere with the next, as in a chain.

Dr. N: (after failing to gain more information) How are you getting on in our universe now, Kanno?

S: (rubbing his hand on his forehead) Better. I am learning how to discharge my energy in a steady, positive stream without depleting my reserve. It helps me to be away from people for long periods. I expect to really improve after a few more lives, but I am looking forward to completing my time here on Earth.


The Animal Caretaker/Trackers
Skilled at finding and reconstructing the essence of animals

(when Michael Newton once asked a subject who knew about these things if he could conjure up his old basset hound, Socrates, in between lives…)

You could do this if you were advanced enough in the creation of energy. But even if you had this ability, your dog would not be quite as real as a professional could do for you. An Animal Caretaker Soul has the skill to track and find the spark of soul energy which did not die with Socrates and reconstruct your dog exactly as you knew him on Earth. Your pet will know you and be able to play with you whenever you wish and then he will go.


S: I have a dog and a cat as well as a horse. These are my pets from the last life. I must call for them as they don’t normally live in our spaces here. I can’t go to their place. An Animal Caretaker brings them to me. We call them trackers.

Dr. N: Do animals have souls?

S: Yes, of course they do, but in many varieties.

Dr. N: What is the difference between animal and human souls?

S: The souls of all living things have different…properties. Animal souls have smaller particles of energy…less volume and are not as complex and multifaceted as the human soul. The main difference, other than size and capacity, is that animal souls are not ego-driven. They are not overwhelmed by identity issues as we are. They also accept and blend with their environment rather than fighting to control it like human beings. (stops and then adds) We can learn from them.

Musical Director
The composition and transmission of harmonic resonance


Dr. N: Could you describe what you do?

S: (quietly, without boastfulness) I am a Musical Director of souls. A singing conductor – it is my passion – my skill – my pleasure to give to others.

Dr. N: Are you better at this than other souls because of your musical talent in your past life as an opera singer?

S: Oh, I suppose that one follows the other, but not everyone is as focused on music as I am. Some souls in musical groups may not be paying attention to the entire score. (smiles) Because of the musical range possessed by souls, they need a director to keep all these virtuosos on track. After all, this is recreation for them. They want to have fun as well as produce beautiful music.

Dr. N: So, you enjoy working with choirs rather than an orchestra?

S: Yes, but we mix it up to make the singing come together. When spirits apply themselves to instruments and voice sounds, it’s wonderful. It’s not stray notes. The harmonic meshing of musical energy reverberates throughout the spirit world with indescribable sounds. It takes you to new mental levels…moving your energy…communicating in unison with large numbers of other souls. Their range is staggering….vibrations pouring out in many directions…everyone hitting incredibly high and low notes without warning while I am struggling with their cues…and yet it’s all pure rapture.

Masters of Design
Structural Designers & Artistic Designers
Creators of large and small scale structures

I will begin by reviewing the activities of the structural souls who are in training to use energy for the designing of planetary geology. I think of them as architect-builders of topography who work with the component parts making up planetary surface features. This would include mountains, bodies of water, atmosphere and climate. Although structural specialists are associated with souls dedicated to landscaping with plants, trees and living creatures, that work is considered to be a separate classification of design. Structurally oriented souls are likely to begin their craft by constructing, in the spirit world, objects they knew in life.


Dr. N: What was the nature of your structural work then?

S: Oh, you know, the use of energy in structural composition. I like to sculpt matter into utilitarian designs.

Dr.N: Did Hyanth come with you to your new study group?

S: No, Hyanth did not take to this concentrated structural work all that much…and so she went to another group that was being formed.

Dr. N: What did Hyanth object to about your new group?

S: Let me put it this way. I enjoy carving and shaping energy, experimenting with the relationships between planes and geometrical solids as building blocks of matter

Dr. N: And Hyanth?

S: (with pride) Hyanth is attracted to designing the beautiful aspects of environmental settings suitable for life. She is wonderful with scenery. While I might construct a fitting series of interconnecting mountains she would be more interested in the plants and trees growing on the mountain.

Dr. N: Let me understand something. Do you just go to a physical world and build a mountain, with someone like Hyanth concentrating on life forms such as trees?

S: No, we work with physical worlds which are forming and set in motion the geologic forces which will build the mountain. My structural projects don’t have to have life. Also, Hyanth doesn’t create a forest of adult trees on worlds suitable for life. Her people would design the cells which might eventually grow into the trees they want.

Masters Biologists of Design
Creators of Life Forms

My next case is another illustration of those souls who work with living organisms. These designer souls are the biologists and botanists of the spirit world and they say that extraterrestrial life exists on billions of planets. I have an extensive file one souls who have incarnated on other worlds and souls who have travelled to a variety of strange worlds for both study and recreation between their lives on Earth.


Dr. N: Kala, I would like to further explore what you have told me about your assignment to Jaspear. I think this would help me understand your speciality. Why don’t you begin with your training class and how the project on Jaspear was presented.

S: The six of us have been assigned to work with some seniors (Design Masters) to deal with this world where runaway vegetation has threatened the food supply of the small land animals.

Dr. N: So, basically the problem on Jaspear involves the ecosystem?

S: Yes, the thick vines…a voracious vinelike bush. It grows so fast it kills those plants needed for the food supply. There is little space left for the land creatures of Jaspear to graze.

Dr. N: And they can’t eat the vines?

S: No, and that’s why we went to Jaspear on this assignment.

Dr. N: (reacting too quickly) Oh, to rid the planet of these vines?

S: No, they are indigenous to the planet and its soil.

Dr. N: Well, then, what is the assignment?

S: To create an animal which will eat the vines – to control the spreading of this bush which chokes off so much other vegetation.

Dr. N: What animal?

S: (laughing) It is the Rinucula.

Dr. N: How are you going to do that with an animal that is not indigenous to Jaspear?

S: By creating a mutation from an existing small four-footed animal and accelerating its growth.

Dr. N: Kala, you can change the DNA genetic codes of one animal to create another?

S: I could not do this by myself. We have the combined energy of my training class, plus the skillful manipulation of the two seniors who have accompanied us on this field trip.

Dr. N: You use your energy to alter the molecular chemistry of an organism in order to circumvent natural selection?

S: Yes, to radiate the cells of a group of the small animals. We mutate the existing species and make it much larger so it will survive. Since we don’t have the time to wait for natural selection, we will also accelerate growth of the four-legged animal.

Dr. N: Do you accelerate the growth of the mutation so that the Rinucula appears right away, or do you accelerate the size of the creature itself?

S: Both – we want the Rinucula to be big and we want this evolutionary change to take place in one generation.

Dr. N: How many Earth years will this take?

S: Oh…fifty years or so…to us it seems like a day.

Dr. N: What did you do to the small animal who will become a Rinucula?

S. We keep the legs and hairy torso – but it all will be larger.

Dr. N: Tell me about the finished product. What does a Rinucula look like?

S: (laughing) A…large curving nose down around the mouth…big lips…huge jaws…massive forehead…walks on four legs with hooves. About the size of a horse.

Dr. N: You said you kept the hair of the original animal?

S: Yes, it’s all over the Rinucula – long reddish-brown hair.

Dr. N: What about the brain of this animal – is it greater or less than a horse?

S: The Rinucula is smarter than a horse.

Dr. N: He sounds like something out of a Dr. Seuss children’s book.

S: (grins) That’s why it’s so much fun to think about him.

Dr. N: Has the Rinucula made a difference on Jaspear?

S: Yes, because he is many times the size of the original animal, and has other alterations – such as his huge jaw and body strength – he really is eating up the vines. The Rinucula is a docile creature with no natural predators and a voracious eater, like the original animal. That’s what the senior’s wanted.

Dr. N: Do you know how this experiment ended?

S: Jaspear is now a more balanced world of plant eaters. We wanted the other animals to thrive as well. The vines are now under control.

Dr. N: Do you plan eventually to have highly intelligent life on Jaspear – is that what this is all about?

S: (vaguely) Perhaps the seniors do….I have no way of knowing.

The co-ordinators in the “Ring of Destiny”, engaged with past, present and future timelines of people and events. They give the impression of actually directing the presentations in our theatre-in-the-round.

The Screening Room of Future Lives

The place of future life selection is seen as a sphere containing highly concentrated force fields of glowing energy screens. The place of life selection has been characterized as the Ring of Destiny, where we first behold our next body. Most subjects see the Ring as a circular, domed theater with floor-to-ceiling panoramic screens which surround them completely while they are situated in a shadowed viewing area. The Ring displays futuristic scenes of events and people the soul will encounter in the life to come.

The whole spiritual structure of the screening room is designed to give the viewer an ability either to observe or participate in the action, just as in the libraries. It does seem to me that more people elect to enter the screens of the Ring during life selection than with the screens in the other learning centers. They want to actually experience snippets of future events in certain bodies before making any final decisions. The preference to enter a scene or just observe is always left up to the individual soul. As with the smaller consoles, the Ring also has what appears to be control panels or lever bars to monitor the action. People call this procedure scanning the timelines, and the more advanced tell me they can control the array of events in front of them with their minds. The sequence of events can, to some extent, be regulated in stop action for parts of a future life the soul may wish to consider more carefully.

(from a Timemaster-in-training)

Dr. N: Obidom, can you tell me what you do between lives that represents your greatest challenge as a soul?

S: I study time on the planet Earth.

Dr. N: To what end?

S: I wish to be a master of this art…traveling the timelines…understanding the sequences with people living in a physical world. To help the planners assist souls in their life selections.

S: To work with time, you must learn spatial manipulation. You start with models and then go to the real thing.

Dr. N: What sort of models?

S: (dreamily) Oh…a huge vaporized pool…of swirling liquid energy…thinning in those gaps where scenes are simulated for us in mini-bites…the gaps open…you see neon tubes of fluctuating light…ready for entry. (stops) It’s really hard to explain.

Dr. N: That’s all right, Obidom. I would like to discuss where you are now working, who teaches you, and something about the practical art of becoming a Timemaster.

S: (quietly) Time training is conducted at a temple (grins) We call it the Temple of Time – where teachers instruct us in the application of energy sequences for events.

Dr. N: What are the sequences?

S: Timelines exist as energy sequences of events which move.

Dr. N: Tell me how you manipulate energy in the timelines.

S: Time is manipulated by compressing and stretching energy particles within a unified field and to regulate its flow…like playing with rubber bands.

Dr. N: Can you change events in the past, present and future? Is that what you mean by manipulation?

S: (long pause) No, I can only monitor the energy sequences. We operate as…highwaymen who enter and exit the sequences – which we consider roads – by speeding up and slowing down. Condensing our energy speeds us up and expansion slows us down. It’s the same thing with events and people who appear on the sequences as points on the roads. We don’t create anything. We intersect as observers.