A difficult time of my life (and recurring theme), where I was dealing with a soul lesson, led me to write the following on 22.8.95. If you ever had to learn lessons of holding onto things for fear of loss, or the opposite, too scared to get close, in fear of loss, I invite you to take some time to read, listen to the music and allow yourself to feel what you need to and then imagine filling a balloon(s) and releasing (with love) whatever it may be that you are holding on to……
Snatam Kaur
Somewhere I reach out
But I cannot feel any touch
Must I mist myself from all
Shall I break the tiresome spell?
Nolonger do I have to feel
cloistered like a solemn monk
for the time is now, the here
not the past, so lock the door
I can speak to you sometimes
in a way so clear or muffled
A collision of my confidence
or uncertain passages of worth
Regal, proud, so sensed of all
people who sought me out
Am I holding on to many
In fear I may lose the grip?
Everything has a time, a place
things ride a path of purpose
but is this wave forever moving
or is it to lose all power?
Conflict is a curse, a feign
the message it is time to let go
for if I clasp too tight with tears
my lesson will result in release
So though I cling to some
I am struggling with a fear
knowing that there is always time
helps make my own path clear
LETTING GO, Is Hard Sometimes, But HOLDING ON, is Harder
Some of us think holding on makes us Strong, but sometimes it’s Letting GO
Thank you for this beautiful post and lesson. ❤
interesting this was posted today when I pulled up the card of A.A. Michael who has asked me to cut energetic cords with all who are holding my progress back. I recognise that this is my family members, so I will follow this and THANKYOU for sharing my beautiful friend xx
So very true. Letting go can be the very hardest thing many of us do, in so many areas iof our lives, for so many different reasons. Such an honest posting. Thank you x
Maybe you want to contemplate some more on this thought, before you cut any cords with your family: is it them that are holding your progress back?
I’ve thought this myself as well, but in time i’ve learned that there’s only one person that is holding me back. That person is …. me! You are your strongest force, in positive and negative sense. In the now, there’s only you, every now again!
Be well!